"Canvas" by +Plus

The 16th ending theme for Katekyo Hitman Reborn. It's a really beautiful and meaning ful song! X)

Here's an ENGLISH translation of the lyrics:


Everyone of us have a brush
called "personality"
Look, with a little bravery you can change it into any color
Let's paint our feelings

How far does this sky continue?
The world we know is so small
Someone is calling for help
But we pretend not to hear it

As we fight, we find the worth of our existence
Then we start to bear doubts
Believing different "individuals" are "enemies"
We refuse other people

Relationships become dominating
Not something that ties people together
Hold my hands and listen to my voice

Coloring the world
Without hatred, from a beautiful bond
There are no useless lives, let's accept each other
The infinite canvas is now dyed in hope
Everyone of us have a brush
called "personality"
Look, with little bravery you can change it into any color
Let's paint our feelings

For what reason am I born?
I can't find the answer anywhere
Thus ordinary days
Are hidden with wonders

In the shadows behind the light
Each trivial yet lovely unspoken words
Accompanied by anger and grief
I turn my sight in the other direction

Understanding pain is easy
If you could forgive each other
Tomorrow we could just laugh it off

Coloring the world
Without hatred, from a beautiful bond
There are no useless lives, let's accept each other
The infinite canvas is now dyed in hope
Everyone of us have a brush
called "personality"
Look, with a little bravery you can change it into any color
Let's paint our feelings

Coloring the world
Everyone of us

Coloring the world
Without hatred, from a beautiful bond
There are no useless lives, let's accept each other
The infinite canvas is now dyed in hope
Everyone of us have a brush
called "personality"
Look, with a little bravery you can change it into any color
Let's paint our feelings



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My Best Friend

Nur 'Azimatul Quddsyiah binti Haji Maidin....you mean everything to me...

I can't imagine my life without you...You've given me so much, you've given me new hope...

Nora Bianchi Rossavincolo...you mean everything to me... I love you, idiot~ <3

CCMS 2010 Sports Day

Haha, my school's Sports Day was on today. X) It was a lot of fun, but I didn't appreciate the long hours they made us stand under the hot and blazing sun. =="

Anyways, Red House wins this year's Gold Medal.. Dang it. =="

Blue House represents "Justice" and our Mascot is a Shark.



Red House represents "Respect" and their mascot is a Dragon.



Green House represents "Honesty" and their mascot is a Scorpion.


YELLOW HOUSE ON THE OTHER HAND.... They represent "Love" and their mascot...well.... *points to the picture below* =w="


My uniform X):



Our Vice-Cap'n. Also my cousin. X)



Now THAT's team spirit. o.o"


I was actually beyond depressed yesterday..but being a sports lover and fanatic, after today's event, I'm all cheered up now.. X)

...but I'm still worried about Bianchi-san right now..I hope she's alright...pray to God she comes back soon..Oh, I drew this for her not too long ago! X)

My first KHR doujinshi - "Nami"

So I'm working on a Katekyo Hitman Reborn doujinshi called "Nami".
I'm hopefully going to get part 1 done by this month and submit it to Deviant Art.

Here's a sneak preview of one of the pages.



If you're looking on where I'm gonna post it when I'm done, it's here:

MY DEVIANT ART

Hope y'all drop by and visit. ;D =="

"Heart of Worship"

When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

I'm coming back to the heart of worship,
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

Paramore - "Pressure"

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cuz I fear I might break
And I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all the days that we spent
Carry away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
But I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me

What's Happening to Me..?

Lately I've been getting really aggressive urges to kill and destroy anything I see....including people...

I'm a little worried that I might be having some personality disorder or something....becoming a....psychopath maybe...I've also been laughing randomly lately...mostly to myself...

My mind's still in control...but as for everything else, I don't feel normal...

What am I gonna do...?

My fav. Bleach character

Talk about "Tsuna" =="



ANYWAYS; I've been a long-time fan of Bleach, but I've never really chosen a favourite character from the series... But now I have. XD

And that character is.............*drumrolls*

KUCHIKI RUKIA!


She's....a lot like me, and I pretty much know what it's like to be her....we've been through very similar things in life till' now, and that's my main reason why she's my favourite.

Plus, you just GOTTA love Chappy the Rabbit. <3 XD



Artwork by otaku-drea from Deviant Art:

June, another month for Vongola!

Oh no, I haven't updated for a really LONG time... D:

Well, latest news:


I'm addicted to Left 4 Dead! Both 1 and 2 of course. XD I play on the "VongolaX2" server with Basil and Evelyn most of the time; anyone's welcome to join us if you can find us; The more the merrier!

And I found this REALLY cool artwork of a children version of Left 4 Dead. I wish I knew who the artist was, but credit to the person who made this; sorry for posting it here; but I wanted to share it. X)



As for the current state Vongola Brunei: 50% Okay

Well, we've been having a lotta rough times lately, but Tsuna, Lambo, Ryohei, Gokudera, Mukuro and I have been trying our best to keep this family together. X)

I planned a picnic party for the Vongola next Sunday; hopefully it'll be successful and that my dad isn't too strict on me not going. Bianchi-san's gonna bake cupcakes and brownies for us....... I wonder if it's safe to eat em'? ==



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Oh yeah! My birthday cake on April:


OMG I killed Hibird. =="

I haven't really uploaded much from my birthday party on the 18th April yet haven't I? Well here's some: XD
My hand attacking Kyo-bird with a bucket. O_o



The water fight was really fun, I wet Tsuna's pants! XD HAH! Herbivore... XD



And look what we did to Dino-senpai. ==



Hmm....that's it for now. I'll post more some time later~

Sode no Shirayuki

I'm addicted to Sode no Shirayuki.. XD

Found this really awesome cover for one of Bleach's song collection.

Credit goes to meberry645 for the cover. X)

*sigh*

Haha... I got a "tattoo" lol..


Sorry for the "long-time-no update" everyone...been really busy this month.

My birthday part on the 18th was a blast, I was really happy back then..Now, I guess I lost my hyper activeness..I feel so dead...

Okay, here's a list of gifts I got on my birthday..

From Tsuna : A crystal heart necklace

From Lambo and Reborn : A set of Naruto Shipuuden figurines, a teddy bear with no face (=="), and some cool Christianity magnets X)




From Mukuro : A Hibari keychain (sorry, picture blur..) + birthday card he made



From XANXUS : An ATLANTIS lego Black Shark


From Dino : Two stainless steel rings, which I've become addicted to wearing~


And a lot more form others...but I'm too lazy to remember..


As you can see, Dino and Ryohei were feeling retarded that day. =="


Mukuro slept on my bed, and dreamt of pineapples the following night. ==



And we had a water balloon war...((where I got OWND by Reborn and Lambo)) =="



((power outage, will update later))

April, a new month for the Vongola

Wow, I missed out on updating for quite a while now... >_>

Well, let's start off. X)

I started watching Fairy Tail yesterday. It's AWESOME! Well, not more than Hitman Reborn to me, of course. I've been a fan of Hiro Mashima for quite a long time now, but I'm kinda disappointed RAVE's anime never finished...


Next off, I miss playing Shadow of the Colossus, plus I heard that there's gonna be a movie about it releasing on 2012. Somehow, I hope not. -_-" The game was EPIC WIN enough already! X)



And I just finished on the Vongola Brunei's cover picture (or something like that ^^")


*stretches* Man, I fell asleep for almost the entire day at school today, even in class...I gotta stop making myself stay up late due to insomnia or internet addiction... -_-"

Speaking of "addiction", I love Sakura Addiction! XP

Well that's it for now, I'm too lazy to type any more than this... -.-"

Cloud Guardian's sad day, turns out great.

Hahaha....today was supposed to be a REALLY, REALLY sad day for me...but...thanks to Tsuna, Lambo, Mukuro, Dino and Ryohei, I'm all smiles now...:')

Well, we ate at Jollibee first. I paid for Lambo and Tsuna's food...I just felt generous today. XP


Then we roamed around Plaza before heading to KnJ to play Left4Dead 2 together. LMFAO Tsuna killed a Charger with a FRYING PAN LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! >_>" And Ryohei was slicing enemies with a katana to the extreme. >_>" He killed Dino, Mukuro and Tsuna a lotta times (and yeah, they were ALLIES) >_>"

Then we played a little Counter Strike...at first only me and Dino were playing, but he kept on killing me! >_>" So Lambo joined me...but Dino still defeated us!!!! >_>"

Tsuna joined in, and Dino STILL killed us all!!!!!!!!!!! >_>""""" What the hell man, Dino's got skills! >_>"

Then after that we went to the arcade and our money flew away there. =_="



Mukuro's playing PlayStationPineapple (PSP). :P


Times like these...I really am glad I met these guys...My life would be hell without them. :')

Exam right around the corner...

*sigh* So many homework to do today...Over 20+ questions, and they're NOT short questions...then P.O.A homework...one reeeeeeeeeaaaally long question...then Art project to draw something for the school library.... Then, a Biology topic test tomorrow...So many things to finish by tomorrow..*sigh* ...

Well...First Term's just around the corner anyways so...yeah, I'll suffer a little bit more...

*points at picture above* Just a little something I wanted to add..I didn't want this post to be empty, so.......there's a picture of myself being 'me'..... ^^"

The Cloud, Falling Apart

*sigh*...2010 Tiger Year is definitely a terrible year for me... ...I've been SO emo lately..I barely talk in school...I barely even laugh anymore...

....I don't even know how I'm supposed to feel right now...I don't even know what's wrong with myself...

Usually when I'm like this, I'd end up hurting someone...so...this time...the least I could do is...stay away from my Vongola Family so that I won't hurt them....And I guess...that goes for..Nana-chan too....

I've done too many sins to be forgiven that easily...Lal-san and Colonello-kun forgave me too easily...I deserve to live the rest of my life alone....

Oh...my order for Hibari's Nami High Armband just arrived today...*points at the picture above* Haha....

And I had training with Gokudera-kun today, who finally got some dynamites of his own...((Which are actually fire cracker decorations from his classroom..lol...))

*sigh*... I've got nothing else to say now...so...Cloud, off..